Experimental, industrial, electronic, organic noise with a slight melodic core that tries to raise up its head every so often only to be slapped around relentlessly
With everything gone – with everything gone – with everything gone
How do I know when I’ve lost?
This is what always keeps me awake – the noise of the nothing – the noise of the fake
The noise of disease - the noise of mistakes
In dreams, in dreams – MY DREAMS HAVE DIED – in time, in time – SO HAVE I
Aimed at everything too far away so I stay so ashamed
Everyday it’s the same there’s just too much pain
So hard to believe with all that you’ve seen, when there’s nothing that’s clean
And there’s nothing inside, so there’s nowhere to hide,
So there’s no need for pride, so my ego has died…
Everything is empty, all of us are dead…am I all broken, is it just in my head?
Torn between what I need and what I want…what makes me happy and what gets me off
Letting go and giving in, all the things you could have fucking been
Too hard to believe in just one damn thing, the whole world’s a disease; a whore on its knees
(put your disease in me, make me betray everything)
A better future some might say, a better future, but not today
You would undress with slender, sacred gestures and it would be like a holocaust…
Track Name: Almost, Always and Again
Afraid to commit cause I’m not sure what I want
Afraid to be honest because I’m a fraud
Afraid of myself so I fill up with drugs
Won’t figure it out, I’ll just push it away
Never tell the truth because I’m too afraid
Almost, always and again
Almost, always and again
Almost, always and again
I can live - through you
I will love - through you
I am forced - on you
(What I don’t know proves what I was all along
My religion of lies, my rhythm of self-control)
Almost, always, and again
A DEMON NATION RIOTS IN OUR BRAINS
Almost, always, and again
YOU THINK YOU’RE SMARTER
THAN ALL THE PAIN
Almost, always, and again
THERE IS A HOLE IN THIS APE
Track Name: Divine Comedy
After all the failure I should have learned,
Laugh it off, then move on
But where are you and who am I?
I sit back and think about my great mistake
But I won’t give in and I can’t repent
There is no god with love for this
Long dark night without tears
We make it hell so it feels real
GET AHOLD OF ME, MAKE ME FEEL AGAIN
HELP ME BE SOMEONE I CAN LOVE AGAIN
But you can’t do that, 'cause this is all there is to life
And no one will miss it 'cause no one cares
Invisible monsters, fatal errors
I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
I broke up all your altars, I smashed up all your lies
Christ walks by, hands out lives
Designer dressing compromise
Death is religion selling us hell
Material gods just buy what you sell
I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
I threw away my fears today, I let my ego die
Track Name: Not All of Paradise Is Lost
My little lie that’s not complete
This isn’t me, this random poetry
It all looks and acts like a falling world
It all looks and acts just like it should
I trick myself to believe -
- in some form of purity
There’s no such thing, there’s no such thing
This is what I am, this is what is killing me
but with you in my heart I could forget the world
but with you in my heart I could forget the world
Now I’ve got this clever new disguise
It’s a mask of all the lies
I tell myself, I keep inside
Its just enough to get me by
Suffocate in your eyes collapse on your lips
That same old port that’s launched a thousand ships